Martyrium im "Haus der toten Seelen"

Heimkind Heinz B.: Ich habe vor Hunger oft Tierfutter gegessen

Lesedauer: 4 Minuten

Foto: Claudia Eicke-Diekmann/Repro

Der heute 58-Jährige sagt: Seit meiner Zeit im Awo-Kinderheim am Haidkamp bin ich auf einem Auge fast blind. Sexueller Missbrauch, Schläge und Essensentzug waren an der Tagesordnung.

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