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Privatfotos von Rüdiger Stüwe, der in Ostpreußen geboren wurde und mit fünf Jahren von dort fliehen musste

Privatfotos von Rüdiger Stüwe, der in Ostpreußen geboren wurde und mit fünf Jahren von dort fliehen musste

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Erinnerungen: Ellerbeker Rüdiger Stüwe schildert in seinem Buch eine Flucht aus Ostpreußen, wie sie viele sie erlebt haben.

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Stüwe: War er ein überzeugter Nazi?

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Lieblingsoma erzählt: „Was ham wir da gearbeetet.“

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„Für viele Menschen war es schon zu spät"

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Tante Elly wurde verschleppt und vergewaltigt

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Stüwe über plötzliche Wutausbrüche und schlechte Konzentration

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