Kindheitstrauma

Heinrich W.: Hier stand das "Haus der toten Seelen"

Lesedauer: 3 Minuten

Foto: Claudia Eicke-Diekmann

Bewohner des Pinneberger Heims erlebten ein Martyrium. Prügel, Schwerstarbeit und sexuellen Missbrauch mussten die Jungen in der Anstalt am Haidkamp erdulden. Die heute erwachsenen Männer haben die Erlebnisse noch immer kaum verarbeitet.

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