Meinung
Mamas & Papas

Ich war 17 – und sie ungefähr doppelt so alt

Lesedauer: 4 Minuten

Für den frühen Einblick in die Grauzone von Macht und Begehren bin ich dankbar. Was ich meinen Söhnen wünsche.

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