Benjamin Lebert

"Im Winter dein Herz" - dem Frost getrotzt

Lesedauer: 8 Minuten
Maike Schiller

Benjamin Lebert hat einen Winterroman geschrieben. Eine Begegnung mit einem noch immer jungen Schriftsteller und feinsinnigen Menschen

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