"Fiktionen werden durch Realität verdorben"

Lesedauer: 4 Minuten
Lutz Wendler

Der kanadische Schriftsteller Michael Ondaatje hat in seinem Roman "Katzentisch" biografische Details verarbeitet. Erinnern kann er sich an sie allerdings nicht mehr

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