Totensonntag

Ein Spaziergang zwischen Gräbern

Lesedauer: 8 Minuten
Anne K. Strickstrock

Auf dem Friedhof entstehen die schönsten Lebensgeschichten. In meinem Kopf. Die vielen Engelsfiguren verleihen meiner Fantasie Flügel, sie will dem Himmel ganz nah sein. Unzählige Engelchen, dazu vier rote Herzchen schmücken das Grab von Carmen Stankowski.

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