Eine Liebe über den Tod hinaus

Lesedauer: 7 Minuten

Schicksal: Wie für Anna Augstein trotz Trauer um ihren Mann das Leben weiterging. Michael Jürgs erzählt in seinem Buch "Der Tag danach" über biographische Wendepunkte von unbekannten und bekannten Menschen. Eine Serie im Abendblatt.

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