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Liebes Tagebuch, heute war wieder so ein Tag...

Lesedauer: 8 Minuten
Thomas Andre

Sie sind die Chronik eines Lebensabschnitts, sie sammeln die Fundstücke des Alltags. Tagebücher sind Geschichtswerke ganz eigener Prägung. Das Literaturhaus widmet ihnen nun einen Abend.

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